Love will find me when it’s ready.
I’m more than content just having someone special to me back in my life. Such an inspiration to me. Has taught me so much.
But, tonight was awesome. Got reunited with some of my original tour family. Was amazing to see Mariano and Alex in action again in We’re Not Friends Anymore. Seriously love those two to death, it’s been about a year since we toured together, and that’s the last time I’d seen them until tonight.
Anyway, I am completely exhausted and probably won’t have much of a voice come tomorrow morning. Just stuffed my face with two huge burgers, now to move on to some cake. Yes, I am a fat ass. Whatever.
Tonight was a good, good night. :)
Why am I always the one to get stuck with the bitch boys who stop talking to me because they’re too afraid to tell me how they actually feel?
Man the fuck up! I’m going to respect you a lot more if you just come out with it, even if it does hurt me.
Seriously, grow a fucking pair. I’m over it.
You know you’ve made it when an established merch guy is telling you to find him a merch job.
morganmassacre6 said: Ugh yeah man! He’s insane to think you need to be smaller! That douche bag <3 haha
LOL right? It’s like no, I’m not becoming anorexic for your scummy ass!
You do not live in LA. You live in the area hahaha. But shut up, you know the real reason now. :P
morganmassacre6 said: 98 pounds my ass! Your perfect now (:
Aw, thanks! Told you we have a psycho on our hands! ;) hahaha
Waking up that day and remembering it’s the day of the show
Going to school and having the teachers try to actually make you do work
Driving to the venue
Waiting on line and meeting awesome people
Seeing the band come on stage
They play their intro
Your favorite song is played
A sad song is played
The show ends
You meet the band
And they’re even more attractive in person
You go home and then post-concert depression hits
I should be asleep. I’m exhausted. But every bad memory of every relationship is playing in my head.
EVERYONE who cares/has cared about me (and vise versa) has hurt me at one point or another. It’s inevitable. No one is perfect.
stefefanie said: I hope you’re okay lovely :c Feel better soon (L)
Thanks love! I’ll be fine eventually. <3
Can’t remember last I’ve cried this hard.
I need sleep.
Here’s to starting over. Only took me two and a half years.
I guess I should get in the shower and get ready.. Considering I have 50 minutes to be somewhere. Ha.
Hahaha! You live forever away.