Sooo I have a phone interview tomorrow. Ahhh! Pray for me! :)
Day 25 - A first.
I got my first ever professional massage yesterday. I’m still sore from it. LOL
I’m in love with the idea of being in love. But it’s not that easy. It can’t be just anybody.
I’m becoming jaded again.
Day 24 - Something that makes you cry.
Heartbreak. Sad songs. Intense performances (Levi the Poet for example). When you finally admit to how broken you are. Unintentionally hurting someone you care about. Those stupid commercials about abused animals. Seeing dead cats in the road. The power of my Lord. Seeing someone close to you hurting. Soppy romantic movies. Being stuck in my head too much. When someone you’re not completely...
I swear I’ve heard it all, and then some. It’s hard to impress me nowadays. These aren’t your best efforts. These are things I’ve been told time and time again, so much that I’ve become immune to them. How are you supposed to stand out when you act just like the others? Someone make a real effort. Someone show me that I’m worth one.
avocado-ontoast: Chris brown beats a women nearly faceless and gets away with it. Tyler the Creator writes lyrics around raping women and gets an award for it. Am I the only one who sees a problem with this?
Day 24 - Something that makes you feel better.
Music. Eating too much chocolate. Crying when I need to. My friends.
Sometimes I wonder how some girls can get boyfriends so easily. But then I wonder how happy they actually they are. If they can’t manage to be without a boyfriend, how happy can they be with just themselves? But I don’t know.. I’ve never been the type to never be without one.
Day 22 - Something that upsets you.
It upsets me that the idiot who merged into me is now claiming that I’m the one who merged into him. I honestly don’t understand how people can lie about these things, get away with it, and not feel any guilt or remorse at all. There are some sick, sick people in this world.
When exactly what you feared becomes a reality. Everything was affirmed. In a sense, it’s a huge relief just to know. In another, it really sucks. I’m not usually one to complain about being lonely and on my own. But, the past couple nights, it’s been getting to me. This is rather unusual. I wonder when/if my time will come.
Day 21 - Another moment.
The moment you realize you literally slept all day and missed any and all sunlight. Haha.
Forever And Always - Parachute Sometimes I...
Parachute - “Something To Believe In”
Day 20 - This month.
This month has overall been a pretty eventful and fun one. Lots of good shows (like Levi the Poet & White Collar Sideshow), a trip down to LA to hang with some awesome people, realizing things about myself and learning what I still need to work on fixing. And it’s not quite over yet! Parachute plays my house and then Fulton 55 today, which I’m sure will be a blast. Who knows what...
In twelve hours, Parachute will be in my house. I still don’t know what to wear!!!!
Sooo I won Alice 96.7’s contest for a private show by Parachute. So, tomorrow, they are playing a show.. at MY HOUSE!! So freaking stoked!!!
Day 19 - Something you regret.
Currently regretting spending money on Denny’s which could have been better spent elsewhere. Such as my gas tank. -__-
stephengrenade-deactivated20111 asked: i know you dont know me and i dont know you either but i think youre super rad with all the things you post and what you do for work so it just sparked my interest that you had a hard day so i just wanted to ask what happened and if theres a way i could cheer you up or at least distract you for a little!
I seriously cannot believe how some people can be so dishonest and not even feel guilty about it. I’m in disbelief and beyond pissed. People are absolutely terrible. I’ve been put through hell this afternoon. I hope karma comes and bites you in the ass.
Day 18 - Your favorite birthday.
Probably my 21st, just because I ended seeing so many friends unexpectedly. Was definitely fun.
You’re in the blood in my veins, and it’s driving me insane. My heart pumps you out and you fill me up. But all that just isn’t enough. I still want to feel your touch. I can feel you in my bones. Makes me realize how much I feel alone. Please come back here and save me. I’m always wondering what we could be. I shouldn’t entertain such thoughts. They only leave...
Will you answer every question honestly? Yes. Have you ever punched anyone in the face? Nope. Do you miss anything or anyone? Very much so. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month? Yeah. Who was the last person you talked to? Brittney. Name one person of your friends who is the most like you? Also Brittney, haha. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? Depends. Will...