Living In Reverie

Mum’s right.

Also, I could definitely use an attitude adjustment.

Thank God for that pick me up.

The amount of anger I have for life right now is unreal. I need to calm down.

I didn’t realize how uneducated so many people are until I started at Paul Mitchell.. And these kids have all graduated high school. Just the things they say, and looking at their writing and seeing than none of them can spell even simple fifth grade words.. It’s disappointing. And honestly, I’m having a hard time dealing with a lot of these people. Things are back to how they were for me in elementary school, and middle school, and high school, and college classes at Fresno City.. Everyone just wants my answers, just want to copy off my papers. Everyone comes to me for the answers without any willingness to even learn. They just want whatever I’m come up with. I’d forgotten what this was like. I’m not particularly glad that this scenario is back either. Now I remember why I prefer to go through school on my own, and work on MY work by MYSELF. Ugh. I love what I’m learning, but I’m having a real hard time trying to deal with the other people there.

I’m off to bed. Just waiting for the weekend (as always).

I wanna go home.

I gotta remember that what I’m doing now is what will ultimately bring me to what I want.

I just wish school was over already so I could start my life.

These in between steps are the absolute worst.

San Diego calls.

sullenchoirb0y:

I just still don’t understand how girls can support Tyler the Creator and the whole OFGWhatever, or Chris Brown, and I never will.

THANK YOU

This has GOT to stop.

I almost wish I was doing school part time just so I would be taking night classes and not have to get up early every damn morning.

Also, I need to call back Starbucks on my lunch tomorrow because they want to set up an interview.

I’m going to repeat myself, but I’m probably going to end up killing myself fighting for what I want.

I feel like crap.

I never adjust to things well.

First day of school went well. So why am I so depressed?

Actually I take that back. I’m becoming depressed/getting anxiety because I’ll be stuck in school in Fresno for a year.

I’m becoming depressed/getting anxiety realizing I’m stuck in school for a year.

😒