Living In Reverie

I survived cancer, I survived the blood poisoning and nearly fatal infection in my lungs that followed after. God kept me around on this earth longer for a reason. God has a purpose for me here.

What am I doing with my life?

I’ve conquered some of my biggest fears. I’m living proof I that you can get out of the hole you fell in when you hit the lowest point in your life. God put me in these situations for a reason, to make me stronger. To give me the ability to be able to show others that your life can be changed. To show others that it’s okay to need help, it’s okay to get help, that getting help does not make you a weaker person. That you’re actually that much stronger when you admit you need help. God placed certain people in my life to save me through them. Why aren’t I trying harder to help save others? Why aren’t I trying harder to spread the love and hope that I’ve received and been shown over the years? Have I been ignoring my purpose and my calling all this time?

WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?

I have so much to give. I have so much love to give, so much hope to share. I hit rock bottom, and I made my way out. It took years, but I did it. It’s time to step my game up. After spending a couple of days with Chad, seeing just how much he does, and seeing just how much him and the rest of TWLOHA are doing for others, seeing how they affect them and how they’ve helped others get out of the holes they’ve fallen in, it’s hit me. We all have stories to share. Stories that can give hope to others, let them know they’re not alone. And believe me, you’re not alone. None of you are. And I want to be there for every single last one of you. If I could just give one person hope and love that they’ve never felt before, I won’t be disappointed. It’s not just about me all the time. I want to be more about everyone else. I want to be the person you can vent to, the shoulder you can cry on, the person you can trust won’t judge you when you tell me your greatest fears and struggles. I will be here for any and all of you.

Compassion is my new fashion.